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I should be sleeping right now.

#personal#candlelightwriter#post#18th#September#2014#September 18th 2014

The night is already too long.

I’m enjoying this job a lot,

it takes my mind off of things.

Like that it wasn’t a bad week.

or a bad month.

It’s just getting bad again.

I am doing better at being alone in the evenings.

You’re with your friends again.

I still suck at nights though.

I can’t do nights well. 

Not alone.

#personal#candlelightwriter#post#18th#September#2014#September 18th 2014
Day one.
I stayed in bed, I didn’t move and I didn’t talk to anyone.
Day two.
I nearly cracked and called you, but I hid my phone from myself and spent my day sat on my bedroom floor thinking about all the times you messed up.
Day three.
I started to respond to my parents, only replying with the words yes or no. I moved to the sofa downstairs and laid there till 3 in the morning.
Day four.
Day four was the worst. I called you and you allowed it to ring 3 times before clicking ignore, it showed me how real this is and proved how much more I care about you than you care about me.
Day five.
My Mum forced me to go to the supermarket with her, a song you like came on the radio, I didn’t have time to stop myself from punching the radio, it’s broken now. Just like me, my Mum didn’t get mad she just looks sad.
Day six.
I’m starting to talk more, one sentence at least.That was until my Dad came home with your favourite take-away meal, I tried to eat but I ended up spending the rest of the evening in the bathroom vomiting up the lining of my stomach.
Day seven.
I woke up on the bathroom floor, I didn’t move all day.
Day eight.
I miss you but I don’t want to think about it anymore.
the days after you left (via iclungtoy0u)
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and you forgot me
so suddenly that i have
forgotten myself
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Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them,” I said.

"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. That’s what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.

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"I Won’t Give Up"

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

Jason Mraz
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i am sorry for you if you understand how much this means. i hope this seems like your everyday routine. // r.i.d

i am sorry for you if you understand how much this means. i hope this seems like your everyday routine. // r.i.d

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The past can’t hurt you anymore. Not unless you let it. They made you into a victim, Evey. They made you into a statistic. But, that’s not the real you. That’s not who you are inside.
Alan Moore, V For Vendetta
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